So Emotional - I Dreamed a Dream (Susan Boyle)

I never thought I would cry a river when listening somebody's singing. But, I got (dunno why) so emotional when listening to her. The feeling was like watching a climax of a movie... with happy end...

Look at Simon, so red and full of warmth! Hahahahaha.

The first look made me cry like I was with a broken heart but then got love and warmth and encouragement from a friend, like a deep comforting hug. And when I thought the whole flood of emotions has subsided streams of tears rolled down again the second time...

PERFECTTTT!!!

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Watch The Judges' Jaws Drop!!!!!! Britain's Got Talent April 2009 Auditions.
Susan Boyle with her performance in the auditions for Britains Got Talent, singing I dreamed a dream from Les Miserables.

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used
And wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung
No wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame.

And still
I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather...

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
so different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.

Live Ikiru 生きる

--Mobile rang in the morning showing Indonesia area number...--
Telling a shocking news about a friend, a junior of mine.
"Shock" was really an understatement because this guy was so young (only 26/28?), good looking, smart, had beautiful wive and daughter... to be taken away from life so unexpectedly really made the saying "Jodoh dan maut ada di tangan Tuhan" rang loud once again in my ears...

--Conversation with a Japanese friend in her car on the way to Ogikubo--
She told me that the influenza had made her stay in bed for a week. Not able to do anything. And this person is the kind of person who has her graduate studies, her baito almost everyday in the week (weekdays AND weekend), sometimes two baitos in the same day.
I told her, "I told you so! You're working too hard! Should relax!"
She agreed and told me this good saying from a famous person in Japan (some minister of something that I cannot recollect):
「人間ってちゃんと食べないと寝ないと全てはだめになるよ～」　
（＝We have to eat and sleep properly in order to live properly)

--Conversation at Inokashira Park while watching at Japanese koi (gold fish) in the lake--
「でかいねえ～」　
= wow, it's really huge
「本当だ！でかいねえ」
= you're right, it is!
「こういう大きさになるまではどれぐらいかかるんだろうね？二年かなぁ？」
= i wonder how many years did it took to get this big? two years, perhaps?
「いや、もっとじゃないの？こいってどれぐらい生けるんだろうね？」
= i don't think so, probably more. i wonder how long does koi can live?
「どっちのこい？」
= which one? **in Japanese, "koi" can means gold fish and love.
（大笑）
= LOL

And speaking about life or living, I felt as if I just threw up my half of life into the toilet through out this morning. After about three hours of going back and forth the bathroom, I finnaly can sleep again around 6 o-clock... soooo tired... Hence, from this morning I realized that I have grew alergic to crab... **sigh...

Quotations

Got this two great quotations from two dramas I am watching...

Love Shuffle
"あなたは同情を、愛情に間違っているんじゃない？"

今日も晴れ、異常なし
"あなたは、ただこの島を狭くするんじゃないんですか？”

okay, back to work!!


PS. possibly there are some mistakes due to my limited japanese...
あればすみません～

My State of Mind

Derama: Boys over Flowers

And here they are, the Korean version of F4 for "Kot Boda Namja" (Hana Yori Dango)

As for the five episodes that have been aired, no objection here so far.

Closer with the Taiwanese version, I must say.

Def rooting for more of Lee Min Ho's Koo Joon-Pyo (aka Domyouji/Tao Ming Tse) <3

#grin#

TV Dorama: Voice

abis nonton Voice eps pertama di Fuji Terebi.
wahhhh, diriku koufun sendiri karena liat Eita-kun jadi peran utama.
Udah gitu... jreng jrenggg!!! mereka ternyata syuting di Hitotsubashi, di Nishi Campus lebih tepatnya.

Ngelewatin Kanematsu koudo, ngelewatin jam gede perpus, ngeliat keijiban di samping nishi shokudo, makan di nishi shokudoo... wahhh, kampus tidak akan terasa sama lagi dehhh ;p

## entry orang stres...
tsukaretaaaaaaa, jadi males memulai bikin paper gakkai
nengok ke belakang, ngeliat kalender dan menyadari bulan satu tinggal tiga minggu lagiii
HUAAAAA... mau nangisss...

Music: Jashn-e-Bahara from Jodhaa Akbar

This is my favorite song from Jodhaa Akbar.
Just want to share it here :))